ismsarebad ([info]ismsarebad) wrote,
@ 2006-11-16 12:23:00
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Current music:Polaris - Jimmy Eat World
Entry tags:atheism, thought-provoking

There's so much I've felt I should say, but..
.." Even if your heart would listen, I doubt I could explain."

Twenty minute periods and a five second intruder drill. What a day, I'll tell you.

I realized that I can procrastinate even more since I don't have four five or six periods tomorrow. Sweet.

We have this project on drugs in health. We picked our subject out of a box. I got penicilin. Katie gets GHB, Cameron gets Heroin [I think.]. I get penicilin. Amazing. I wanted something interesting! Not a freaking germ killer!! XD

Sadly, that was really the highlight of my day.

Allie's gone so I walked to class with Anabel. We really don't seem to have much in common. She called me once over the summer and I swear to god- we had like ten minutes of just really awkward silence. Then she said she had to call other people and we hung up. I'm amazed we keep up conversations now. Just barely.

Cameron brought up the subject of singing in church today in English to me. I avoided the term "Atheist", but it was strongly implied. I sure hope he gets the message. I hate how I had to carefully choose my words. I don't normally do that. At least not anymore.

My parent teacher conference is tomorrow. It's not much of a thing to write about, I'm not that worried.

My GPA is a great 3.767. Byron's is dramatically lower. I'm talking, below one. Eep. He's such a cool guy though. We've had tiny conversations here and there but he's really polite. Good first impression.

This whole atheism thing makes more and more sense. A suggestion to "cure" solipsism syndrome is to be convinced that there is something out of your control. To believe in a god is another. So, for a person to stay sane, they have to believe in a god, if I interpreted that right.
And if you interpreted that another way. I'm going crazy. And quite honestly.. Solipsism syndrome is something I've been thinking alot about lately. Whether that's healthy or not.




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[info]spyderchan
2006-11-17 12:31 am UTC (link)
wow. I wish I had a 3.767.

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[info]ismsarebad
2006-11-17 10:53 pm UTC (link)
XD
How are things going at the high school? Is it harder?

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[info]spyderchan
2006-11-18 12:38 am UTC (link)
YES IT'S HARD. *sob* but I chose some of the harder classes there. I'm not doing badly or anything, I'm just not used to being challenged. xD *snobby nerd*

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[info]ismsarebad
2006-11-18 02:23 am UTC (link)
Eep! This year has been really stressful for me. I can't imagine how it'd be at the high school! But you're taking it strong, I'm guessing.
Is being at the high school really like being a sevie again? XD
Was your ninth grade year stressful, too?
I guess my year's stressful because eighth grade and seventh grade were pretty easy! lol

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[info]spyderchan
2006-11-18 05:05 am UTC (link)
It's not really like being a sevie (i've never heard of "sophmore day") but yeah there are a couple things to get used to.

ninth grade wasn't that bad after I got good scores in English. (it was supposed to be the hard class, but that was probably PE for me.)

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