| ismsarebad ( @ 2006-11-16 12:23:00 |
| Current music: | Polaris - Jimmy Eat World |
| Entry tags: | atheism, thought-provoking |
There's so much I've felt I should say, but..
.." Even if your heart would listen, I doubt I could explain."
Twenty minute periods and a five second intruder drill. What a day, I'll tell you.
I realized that I can procrastinate even more since I don't have four five or six periods tomorrow. Sweet.
We have this project on drugs in health. We picked our subject out of a box. I got penicilin. Katie gets GHB, Cameron gets Heroin [I think.]. I get penicilin. Amazing. I wanted something interesting! Not a freaking germ killer!! XD
Sadly, that was really the highlight of my day.
Allie's gone so I walked to class with Anabel. We really don't seem to have much in common. She called me once over the summer and I swear to god- we had like ten minutes of just really awkward silence. Then she said she had to call other people and we hung up. I'm amazed we keep up conversations now. Just barely.
Cameron brought up the subject of singing in church today in English to me. I avoided the term "Atheist", but it was strongly implied. I sure hope he gets the message. I hate how I had to carefully choose my words. I don't normally do that. At least not anymore.
My parent teacher conference is tomorrow. It's not much of a thing to write about, I'm not that worried.
My GPA is a great 3.767. Byron's is dramatically lower. I'm talking, below one. Eep. He's such a cool guy though. We've had tiny conversations here and there but he's really polite. Good first impression.
This whole atheism thing makes more and more sense. A suggestion to "cure" solipsism syndrome is to be convinced that there is something out of your control. To believe in a god is another. So, for a person to stay sane, they have to believe in a god, if I interpreted that right.
And if you interpreted that another way. I'm going crazy. And quite honestly.. Solipsism syndrome is something I've been thinking alot about lately. Whether that's healthy or not.